Recalling.... love?

I do enjoy reading Fira & Hafez, kinda memoir of Fira's love journey with her late husband, Hafez. Even when reading this book I have to hold my tears, I keep it up and I love the way Fira writes the memoir -- like an old friend telling you her deepest feeling, it's personal but you can enjoy it and get lesson from it -- about love and loyalty, about how to be strong and stay positive and keep doing good things no matter how bitter your life *in your perspective*. I read it paragraph to paragraph, page to page, slowly, until I found those "familiar words" (which i ever used to say -- i have a partner when saying it, not myself at that time:p) and suddenly I stop reading. How could I found those words on this book? Okay, I know those words maybe familiar, but still when reading it, I feel I have connection to the writer *oops who do you think you are :)*. Yeah,  I feel that way, but the most important yet disturbing point is suddenly I feel the butterfly effect. Have you ever found a writer who describes when you are in love you feel butterfly on your tummy? I never feel butterfly on my tummy even when I'm in love, but I do feel butterfly in my chest! No kidding, coz I feel that way! In emptiness of my heart, I'm attacked by butterfly effect, and this butterfly effect won't go away when I found those familiar words that I (and you) used to spell *take a deep breath* :

I love you | I love you more | I love you the most

The butterfly effect won't go away. 
The funny feeling won't go away.
The memory that you used to ignore, stays.

 up up above the sky, I'm wandering where love does exist?

you and I has been written down on the lantern that later flying on the sky 

so many lanterns on the sky--but don't worry,what's yours will be yours.Let's find which one's yours

*pictures taken from pinterest*

September 30th, 2013

00:30 a.m.