About Hey

Ron            : "Hey."


Hermione: "You complete arse Ronald Weasley! You show up here after WEEKS and you say hey?!"

Me              : "Even after YEARS!!" *attacked Ron*




#Picture and dialogue (not included part of "Me") taken from  emmawatson



October 25th, 2013
10:00 p.m.

Over You

Over you

I guess I never will be over you

I have tried but it's so hard to do

I'm surrounded by the memories

No, I never will be over you.

Time goes by and I'm still holding on

Waiting for the day when you come home

If you ever change your mind again

I will greet you like a long lost friend

In my heart we've never reached the end

And I never will be over you.

I will love you 'til the end of time

Even though I know that you're not mine

Just as long as there's a chance that I

Guess I never will be over you.

Life's like walking down a lonely street

I see you in everyone I meet

How I long to see your smiling face

Oh, my love for you I can't erase

No one else could ever take your place

And I never will be over you.

Over you...

*Over You - Anne Muray covered by Tantry Agung Dewani*

        

Buku-buku, lagu-lagu, tisu dan kamu..... betapa setiap apa yang saya baca, saya lihat, saya dengar, saya temui, saya tangisi, saya tertawai, semuanya bermuara pada satu : kamu.



October 14th, 2013
01:13 a.m.

Recalling.... love?

I do enjoy reading Fira & Hafez, kinda memoir of Fira's love journey with her late husband, Hafez. Even when reading this book I have to hold my tears, I keep it up and I love the way Fira writes the memoir -- like an old friend telling you her deepest feeling, it's personal but you can enjoy it and get lesson from it -- about love and loyalty, about how to be strong and stay positive and keep doing good things no matter how bitter your life *in your perspective*. I read it paragraph to paragraph, page to page, slowly, until I found those "familiar words" (which i ever used to say -- i have a partner when saying it, not myself at that time:p) and suddenly I stop reading. How could I found those words on this book? Okay, I know those words maybe familiar, but still when reading it, I feel I have connection to the writer *oops who do you think you are :)*. Yeah,  I feel that way, but the most important yet disturbing point is suddenly I feel the butterfly effect. Have you ever found a writer who describes when you are in love you feel butterfly on your tummy? I never feel butterfly on my tummy even when I'm in love, but I do feel butterfly in my chest! No kidding, coz I feel that way! In emptiness of my heart, I'm attacked by butterfly effect, and this butterfly effect won't go away when I found those familiar words that I (and you) used to spell *take a deep breath* :

I love you | I love you more | I love you the most

The butterfly effect won't go away. 
The funny feeling won't go away.
The memory that you used to ignore, stays.

 up up above the sky, I'm wandering where love does exist?

you and I has been written down on the lantern that later flying on the sky 

so many lanterns on the sky--but don't worry,what's yours will be yours.Let's find which one's yours

*pictures taken from pinterest*

September 30th, 2013

00:30 a.m.

Grow a Day Older Plus Additional Note

See the sunriseKnow it's time for us to pack up all the pastAnd find what truly lastsIf everything has been written down, so why worry, we sayIt's you and me with a little left of sanityIf life is ever changing, so why worry, we sayIt's still you and I with silly smile as we wave goodbyeAnd how will it be? Sometimes we just can't seeA neighbor, a lover, a jokerOr a friend you can count on forever?How tragic, how happy, how sorry?The sun's still up and life remains a mysterySo, would it be nice to sit back in silence?Despite all the wisdom and the fantasiesHaving you close to my heart as I say a little graceI'm thankful for this moment causeI know that you

Grow a day older and see how this sentimental fool can beWhen she tires to write a birthday songWhen she thinks so hard to make your dayWhen she's getting lost in all her thoughtsWhen she waits a whole day to say..."I'm thankful for this moment cause I know that IGrow a day older and see how this sentimental fool can beWhen he aches his arms to hold me tightWhen he picks up lines to make me laughWhen he's getting lost in all his callsWhen we can't wait to say : "I love you"

If everything has been written down, so why worry, we sayIt's you and me with a little left of sanity
***#Grow a day older - Dewi Lestari#

check my (sentimental  yet romantic) note above :p : 
till you and I meet again... the better you, the better me.. can't wait to change and call out "you" and "I" as "we", and we become a unity wandering the world together, facing all things that could happen in our life together... and growing a day older together, forever, with love that also grows inside our heart to make us stronger, alive, and life is worth living for. will we meet again? ... If everything has been written down, don't worry.... :)))

*taken from pinterest*wanna capture it directly actually... (hiyaak, jadi panjang yaak)*

September 25th, 2013

05:41 a.m.

the Dawn and the Twilight

Everybody's changing...

For not interacting with you, it's much more possible to face the change.
For not walking with you on the same track, it's undeniable there's a change.
For not sharing with you, it's probably because you and I are changing.
For not laughing, fighting, and spending time with you, even I do want to, It might be because everybody's changing.
For deciding to have own way, even I don't want to, it's because I want to feel a change.


And when the time comes, you and I will meet in the dawn, facing every change. And I believe, the change brings you & me into a good way, to be better person.

Or if in time you and I never have a chance to meet in the twilight, it's glad to know that you and I grow better, Because everybody must change for the goodness.

*in the name of the beauty of the dawn and the twilight*


17 April 2013
11:43 pm



 photo courtesy :  sunrise (i miss the link, just google it)
                            sunset adventurestockphotos.com
                        

Suratku

To whom it may concern...


Hai kamu... ya kamu.. sekalipun aku gagal mengembalikan memoriku akan namamu (seingatku Fakhie.. atau Rezzie? ) namun aku bisa mendeskripsikanmu : tinggi, kurus, berkacamata, dan aktif Pramuka. Tanpa bertemu, hanya dari barisan kata yang terangkai tentangmu -- tapi semuanya seolah melekat, membuat terasa dekat (sekalipun *sekali lagi* namamu terlupa).

Apa kabar, kamu? terakhir ku tahu kamu tengah menikmati malam api unggun bersama seseorang yang belum ku tahu -- seseorang dari masa lalu? Setidaknya baru itu yang disampaikan ayahmu. Aah, ingin mengikuti perkembanganmu, kisah-kisahmu.. Tahukah, aku mencari-cari dimana ku simpan akanmu. Rasanya di alam sadarku tak pernah menghapus apa yang pernah dikirimkan sang ayah untuk kemudian ku baca, untuk ku nikmati setiap rangkaian kata, untuk ku telusuri adakah yang bisa terangkai menjadi lebih indah.. Sungguh, aku rindu berdekatan denganmu.. kau direngkuhku, tak lepas dari pandangku, senyum dan kernyitan dahi menghiasi wajahku -- karenamu.

Apa kabar, kamu? Apakah sang ayah masih menengokmu? Bahkan mengurusmu? Membiarkanmu tumbuh, hidup, dalam ribuan kata lagi.. Sungguh, ingin kamu terlahir, ada di tengah dunia, memiliki rupa, dan kemudian berada di tangan-tangan dengan beragam pandangan..

Hai kamu.. ku tunggu kelahiranmu. Jika kamu ragu tak ada yang akan merengkuhmu, ada aku..yang siap menyambutmu. Dengan tanganku yang hangat. Dengan tatapku yang lekat. Sampaikanlah pada ayahmu... sampai bertemu!

*inspired from a mellow-catchy song from Yovie W. feat Sita Nurshanti Suratku  *

 
11 April 2013
00.11 a.m.

Hanya Isyarat - Dewi Lestari (Rectoverso)

Ku coba semua, segala cara
 Kau membelakangiku 
Ku nikmati bayangmu
 Itulah saja cara yang bisa
 Untuk kumenghayatimu 
Untuk mencintaimu 
Sesaat dunia jadi tiada
  Hanya diriku yang mengamatimu
 Dan dirimu yang jauh di sana
 Ku tak kan bisa lindungi hati 
Jangan pernah kau tatapkan wajahmu 
Bantulah aku semampumu
(Rasakanlah)
 Isyarat yang sanggup kau rasa
 Tanpa perlu kau sentuh
 (Rasakanlah)
 Harapan, impian,yang hidup hanya untuk sekejap
 (Rasakanlah)
 Langit, hujan, detak, hangat nafasku
(Rasakanlah) 
Isyarat yang mampu kau tangkap 
Tanpa perlu kuucap,
 (Rasakanlah)
 Air, udara,bulan, bintang 
Angin, malam,ruang, waktu, puisi
Itulah saja cara yang bisa

"Ia kembali menjadi sebentuk punggung yang sanggup kuhayati, yang kuisyarati halus melalui udara, langit, sinar bulan..." 

March 12th, 2013

02:00 a.m. 

A New World

These days are gonna be those days

Which I’ll look back with a happy smile

And a twinkle in my eyes
And life will never be the same
A different life than the one we’ve had
From our simple, fun, fairytales

It’s strange, it’s a new, new world
It’s loud, it’s a hectic world
And I miss my home, I miss myself
And I miss you
And yet, I finally found that love
Inside my soul
And I jump in joy and I sing my heart away

Your face is gonna be that face
That I’ll look back with a loving smile
And a warm glow in my heart
And love will never be the same
A kind of love that I hold so dear
Yet I’m ready to let it go

Will you remember how we are?
Will you stay with me when I try
To be a better one for you?
In this new world…

A New World - Nadya Fatira

what a rhyme!

Trying to keep my promise to post something on my blog and there i go....................................

mmmm..... a lil bit rhyming note, unneccesary actually  :-D

.... you're so loveable | but to reach you, i'm unable...

sekian :)

not a big wor(l)ds

...... Dont  sleep away this night my baby...
please stay with me..... -Daniel Sahuleka

Hiiii...i'm back! I'm back pouring what i feel inside... waiting for that? xoxoxo

Back to the  unstable condition, i'm sooo sorry for extending "berduka-time"-nya, but I couldn't stay more...
There's proverb said: this is the reason what makes a man and a woman so Mars & Venus -- Venus remember too much, while Mars forget too soon! and here I go! every night coms I rember, even di otak itu yang terlintas bener-bener berupa kata-kata yang berkelebat, tersusun menjadi rangkaian kata yang berirama......

Words... Words'r just words, that could change into sword that hurts....





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